Tuesday, July 29, 2014


Good morning.

It has really been a while, don't you think?

I'm sorry I didn't write anything since the last post.
The thing is, it's holiday and my holiday are super boring.
And I have nothing special to tell.

But now.
Holiday's almost over and it's time to get back to school.


First day on high school will be on August 4th.
We'll do some orientation for a couple of days and then start studying.
My high school life is getting nearer and nearer.
I have to prepare to end my 3 months holiday.

'Kay the school topic has ended.
Move on to the next topic.

This season's animes are quite interesting.
Barakamon, Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun, Free! Eternal Summer, Ao Haru Ride, and Love Stage!, also the leftovers from last season(s), Haikyuu!!, and Naruto Shippuuden.
I downloaded many more but these are the ones which caught my eyes.

I actually planned to only download it.
But, IDK, I suddenly wanted to watch this, so I did.
And I didn't regret it.

I learned so much about life from this anime.
If you haven't watched it, I recommend this for you.

Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun.
I was only peeking a little on the 2nd episode and damn Nakamura Yuuichi is voicing the male lead.
So I watched it.
And, again, I didn't regret it.

It's been a while since I watched a comedy-romance.
I really like Mikorin. He's cute.

F!ES is a must watch for me since I love the friendship story on the 1st season.
Well, yeah, for a cute puppy-in-the-shape-of-human named Tachibana Makoto, too.

I expected a good song by Tatsu and he didn't let me down.

And I saw the track list of the Anime version single...
YORKE writes a song!!!!!!!!!!

It's a beautiful song, too.
A bit different from the OLDCODEX music image I had in mind.

About Ao Haru Ride...
I've been hearing this title from Tumblr.
It's everywhere so I think it's really good.
An adaptation from a shoujo manga.
I think I should watch some shoujo anime in a while.

Hirakawa-niichan is voicing the male lead's older brother.
Perfect role.
His voice really suits oniichan role.
I want to hug that voice.

I have yet to find something special on this anime.
I'll talk about it when I find it later.

And then Love Stage!...
It's a BL series.
I watched it out of curiosity since I read the manga. The anime's pretty good.
You should watch it if you're into BL.
I heard that this is quite a famous BL series.

Haikyuu!! is...
At first I thought, "Nah, it's just another sport anime."
But never mind that. It's great.
The theme is volleyball.
And watching it makes me want to play volley.
It's a greatly good anime and you should watch it.
It's fun to watch and not boring.

I'm waiting for these kinds of animes again in the next season.


3 or 4 days ago, I was no-life-ing to watch Ouran Koukou Host-bu.
I regret nothing.

The story is very very very interesting I might read the manga.
Yeah I think I should.
I recommend this to you, too.

I started watching this series because I love stories with rich people in it.
Specifically, rich and ikemen male students.

In my opinion, the pattern in the anime is similar to Special A's anime pattern.
Come to think of it, the setting is also similar.
But the plot is different enough to make you watch both.

And I think I've come to love Kimura Ryouhei's singing voice.

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Hitoshizuku's ballad is so beautiful I want to cry.
A must listen for those who love ballad.
I think I'll include this to my playlist later.

Well, time to get going.
See you next time.

Saturday, June 14, 2014


Good evening.

So it's finally the announcement day.
I was so lazy to get up and go.
By the time I got to school, they were lying and I ended up
going to school and did nothing.
Well I got to gather with my friends, so it was quite fun, I think.

And this morning, my crush was online on Facebook.
It was a bit unexpected getting replies from him.
I think he usually visit Facebook and then leave it like that
and go play some online games.

I said hi and talked about school.
He said he would come, so I changed my mind and quickly prepare for school.

But when I arrived, I think again, like "Oh, God, I'm not ready to see his face yet."
The last time I saw him it was last month.
Literally last month, 30 days ago.
I just didn't know what kind of expression should I wear.

So when I saw him around I just hide and try not to make any eye contact.

And when I think of that other girls who are better than me might caught his eyes,
I wish I didn't like him this much.
But still, I didn't wish to forget him.

I wonder if it could've been better if I didn't confess to him.

To be honest, I think humans in love are ドM.
If you've ever been in love I think you'd understand.

Oh yeah.

Tomorrow we'll have that prom night.
Actually, our graduation party.

He's going to be there performing with his guitar.
I really wish he's not that charming so other people won't fall for him.

We are supposed to wear kebaya, the modern one.

I don't think I'll look good....

All those pretty girls with slim body, nice legs, and white skin....
And he might fall for one of them....
Well, it hurts to know that they're so much better than me....

But, hey.
I'll tell you good things about myself.
I'm all ears if you need someone to talk to.
Plus, I understand games.
And I'm loyal.

Oh my God, such depressing topic.
I should end this here.

I'm going to post some photos at the prom.
See you tomorrow night.

Friday, June 13, 2014


Good evening.
How are you?
I'm doing fine.

Today is really hot.
I feel like the sun is burning my feet so I had to go to the toilet and
splash my feet with water.

So tomorrow is supposed to be the announcement for finals.
Like did you pass or not.

And someone from my class sent me a screenshot for the points.
I was like, what where did you got that before the announcement?
But forget that.
Guess what?
Yes, thank God I passed.

I got a quite good grade.
It's not too low and not that high.
As soon as I knew my grade, I told my parents about this.
And they didn't seem happy at all.

They didn't even said "Good job!" or "Well done!".
I myself am disappointed with my grade, and yet they didn't cheer me up.
That made me really, really seriously sad.

I feel like I won't hear any compliment from them before I got a perfect grade.

I don't want this anymore.
I'm not a genius.
I don't want my parents to put such high expectations on me.
I'm scared that I'll lose their trust.
I'm scared if I let them down.

I studied so hard before finals.
Like studying overnight, attending cram schools, group studies, and such things.
And I didn't get to hear a single word of compliment from them.

Just, screw everything.
What good does good grade do for me?
It's just a number.

I know that we need it to enter a good high school.
But that's not what I'm aiming to be.
I just wanted to be a composer and you never, never talked to me about it.

Sorry guys, I need time.
I think I'll have to end today's post here.
I'll post again if I feel better.