Saturday, October 18, 2014


Good morning.

It's Saturday today.
I was supposed to be at school but nah.
I had a fever a couple of days ago, but I'm better now.

I'm going to go to JaKor again, this year.
Too bad I missed the first and second day.
I wanted to go, but the headache was so painful I regretfully decided not to.
Sooo, I'll be going today. I wish I'll get to watch my friend who will perform.
Tomorrow's the last day, and I'm not going.

Today's my childhood friend's birthday (you know who you are).
Happy birthday, friend~!
I wish all the best for your life.
I love you, I miss you. <3 <3

Last week, I finished mid-term exams.
Damn, the test on the last day was really hard.
Just what is math.

Next week, there will be PORSENI (Pekan Olahraga dan Seni, literally 'the week of sport and art').
It says 'week' but it'll only last for 3 days.

I'll be participating in the painting competition, and the tug-of-war competition.
Tug-of-war is really fun for me.
I'd like to participate again so I volunteered myself.

But, seriously, painting?
I don't know how to paint, God.
I only do sketches, not coloring.
My coloring is very bad, FYI.
I don't know how to choose a good color combination.

Never mind that.
I guess I just have to do my best.

I think that's enough.
Music time, guys.

A week ago, I tried to listen to "unravel" by TK from Ling tosite sigure.
At first, I don't really like TK's voice.
I don't know, he sounded weird.
But I admit, the song is good. He composed it well.

And then I saw Osamuraisan's cover.

I knew Osamuraisan is great with guitar but, gah.
I'm in love with his fingers.
It's like he has 7 fingers on his right hand.

So I remembered that he released albums, and went to search for it.
(excuse me I'm so poor and cannot afford albums every now and then)

[x] [x]

On this album, Shamuon's "Shiwa" is my favorite.
His calm voice, and Osamuraisan's guitar... It's perfect.
I'm on the verge of tears.
The lyrics are so sweet, a story of a happy husband and wife.
They are bound with a promise.
"If one's life comes to an end earlier than the other one, the other one should keep smiling."


I found the rar file on a site, and I browse through the "Instrumental" category.
I found marasy's album (piano), and koma'n's (piano).

My life is complete.

Thank you for reading until the end.
See you next time~

Thursday, September 18, 2014





I've been through a lot for the past few weeks.
I hardly ever had the chance to relax and sleep.
As the clock ticked, my heart kept on getting anxious.
Even when it's time to sleep, I still feels like there is something that I need to do right now.

It takes around 1 hour from school to home.
It really tires me.

Guess school is being very strict.
School is over at 2.30 PM for us, the 10th graders.
11th and 12th graders will finish at 4 PM.

Government please do something about this.
We have our own lives.
We have other things to do other than doing loads of homework.
We need time.
We're still young.
Let us enjoy our time, as it is very short.

I'm going to have a full rest on Saturday.
I still got some school work to do tomorrow.

Love Stage! and Kuroshitsuji - Book of Circus just ended last week.
I didn't watch Kuroshitsuji so I guess that's okay, but-
Love Stage!-

And F!ES has already in their 12th episode by yesterday/today.
Rin and Haru is having a date in Australia.
So sweet.
KyoAni I know what you have in mind.

I just want to drop by and say hi.
So I'll get going.
I'm glad I got to post something
See you next time~

Sunday, August 24, 2014


Good evening.

How long has it been since my last post?
Felt like weeks.

I have been very, very busy with school and other activities.
I hardly ever had the time to write something.
This is my first Sunday in forever (it just feels like it).
I thought I'll write super long, but, nah.

My heart feels so heavy.
I have too many things on my mind I can't even put it into words.
I'm just, tired.
Some things just didn't go my way.

I'm tired of "brilliant future" shit.
I'll just do everything my way.
It's my life.

I'm sorry if I confused you, but I'm sorry.
I guess it'll be a while until my next post.

Really sorry.

But I wish I can write again, soon.